Bulimia
Self- harm
and
Depression
I am addicted to co-codamol, that i have prescribed to me.
I cant sleep properly
I have no self-worth
and
I have suicidal thoughts.
Yes, i have accepted that i am mentally ill, but i will never play on it or use it as an excuse. I'm not proud but i cant help it. I have to accept its happened and try to accept that there is a way out into peace.
My family and friends know all my secrets, which has been the hardest task ever to reveal and open up about.
But from all this horror comes my most proudest achievement and happiest memory that i will cherish, love and hold on to forever.
I am a Lesbian and have the most beautiful, down to earth, loveable and humorous girlfriend that i could ever wish for. We are soul mates. She is the diamond to my plain silver band. She makes me feel alive and i promise to never do anything to hurt her.
Once you find your person, you would go through all the horror over and over again if it meant being with the one at the end of it.
I accept who i am, now all i can do is make it better, for myself and for her
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